Mimi pinched the bridge of her nose. There was pressure building there, behind and beside the inner corner of her eyes. Allergies, or a sinus infection, or the split-system in the rehearsal studio all day. Physically, it was the least of her problems, but even so the temporary relief from her fingers was nice.
Standing within a convenience store at the foot of her building, she had her hip pressed against the refrigerator door. After a moment, she blinked open her eyes again, sighed quietly through the nose, and resumed reaching for a Red Bull.
No, indecision caught her. Coke was fine.
Redirecting her hand, she took the drink to the counter with a gait that masked all the hours spent awake. Thinking of the day, of the reason she was still awake, awaiting a call from her son’s father, Domenica barely registered the question the cashier asked. Something about the hour, which was past midnight, although she didn’t catch the rest. Too absent to be wholeheartedly apologetic, she smiled faintly, paid, and stepped outside, trying to shed the encounter. If she skipped going to this store at this particular hour, for say, at least a few months, she figured she’d never see the cashier again. It was remarkably easy for her to resolve to doing this over nearly nothing besides initial impulse.
Pocketing her wallet, Domenica had a brief window of opportunity to privately degrade herself; to wonder what exactly her plan now was, skulking the street like this, hoping for something after hope had left the room. What now, a coke and a cigarette? Was that how she was intending to celebrate her son’s birthday? The best she could do? Wow. Every voice she’d ever heard seemed to echo in the one word.
A familiar jingle disrupted her train of thought, and from behind someone emerged, as though hurrying to make pace with her departure. She felt the warmth of their presence from behind, and that sound…
Domenica was patting down her pockets to find her keys before she’d even turned.